I have abandoned my blog and I started writing in a journal. I feel like I can express myself through writing in a journal and no one can read it or judge me. I can literally write down anything I want. I do miss writing on my blog though. I've been pretty great lately. School is ridiculously easy and I have a lot of free time to spend with Eddie. I don't have a job but I did start selling clothes on Vinted which is a an awesome app where you can your sell new/used clothes. It's like Buffalo Exchange/Plato except you price your own clothing/accessories and mail them to your buyers. I'm making a lot of profit so it's been pretty fun. I'm also keeping myself busy when I'm not with Eddie by learning to code. Other than that, I've been focusing all my attention into my relationship because I've never been happier. When you fall in love with right person and grow up into a semi-mature adult you begin to realize what's most important in your life. The relationship I share with Eddie is special and I just love being in love. I know, cliche. It's the best feeling in the world to have someone who misses you the second you leave. I may have been in love before but it has never been like this. Life with Eddie just makes sense. I do need to make more time for friends and family..sometimes I feel like I get a little distant from everyone because Eddie is always working so I try and spend as much time with him as possible. Everyone just has their own lives going on, it's hard nowadays to make simple plans..or we're all just too tired at the end of the day. I haven't even gone out in weeks. I just got sick today (because of Eddie) and even though my throat was hurting and I felt weak, I instantly felt better when I saw my boyfriend. As the semester keeps moving on I am excited for it to end because of the upcoming trips I have planned. Eddie and I are going to Austin for five days in November for Fun Fun Fun Fest. I bet it's going to be fun. :p I'm excited for the comedy, bands and just enjoying shows in chilly weather with my love. We are also traveling to Denver, Colorado in December for six days. We are leaving the day after finals. I am so excited for Denver. I've been once when I was young and I can't wait to visit again. Also, it's going to be freezing. I'm hoping I get to see snow. We already have plans to see The Nutcracker ballet. These next months are going to be exciting for me.. I hope they are for you as well. I'm going to continue writing in my blog. I miss it.
Lastly, I'll leave you with this song.. It perfectly states how I've been lately.
Nico - These Days
love
deb
